I was walking in dark city with Bill. It was already ten, and time to go out of streets, but neither of us wanted to go to sleep in our tiny car. The first month after we were kicked from home, we had lived with our fiends, but altought they had said we were welcome, after few days everyone has started to feel tensed and we had realised it was time to go. Two weeks ago we had said good bye to Frank and his family, only to realise there was no more places to go. "Where we will sleep now, in a subway station?", Bill asked with a sigh. "No, it`s too dangerous. We have to sleep in my car", I said covering my fear. I had to be strong for Bill.
Suddenly drunken shout woke me from my thoughts and I saw that four men, hardly older than me and Bill, were coming towards us. "Fucking faggots, go back were you came from! Nobody wants you here!", blond haired man shouted, and soon he was standing in front of us, eyes full of hate and disgust. Still I wasn`t scared, but angry and tired of being an outcast. "We are not gays, and Bill is my brother, not boyfriend", I said deceptively calmly, and when man looked scared and left muttering something, I thought he had saw something in my eyes. When I turned, however, I saw that Bill was holding scissors in his hand.
"Why you have scissors with you? Have you started to cut yourself? You promised last year you will never do it again!", I shouted fustated. "I`m sorry, but I can`t stand this anymore! What if we will never find a place where we are safe, a place we are accepted?", Bill asked looking in my eyes. How long he had had old person`s eyes? He reminded me of Angels in the news, childs that had experienced too much suffering, far too young.
"Of course we will find. Do you remember the organisation they talked about in news, the one that "steals" Angels? If they defend Angels and think they are humans just like us, why they wouldn`t accept me and you? We only have to wait two weeks until we graduate, then we will go and find them.
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